My mission is to guide healers and mamas who have lost themselves back to their calling and return to their natural magic, allowing their highest self to emerge.
I hear or talk to mamas most days. Many of my sessions are with mamas and their minds. They talk about medicine and science about protecting their babes. They talk about their level of tolerance and caution and chosen quaranteam. They talk about rules and regulations in their heart and in their home. They talk about labels and politics and being responsible and kind.
I talked about all these things my whole life before becoming a mama. I studied metrics and epidemiology and public health before they became household terms. Before everyone became an ‘expert’.
My mind is filled with evidence and research and facts and figures. Still to this day, an endless database of science.
Though, no longer, as my compass.
My hippie colleagues, the ones who went to medicine school and veered off explore the integrative, holistic path, the energy healers, the curanderas and all my wizard friends have gone into hiding.
They’ve denied the sensical and declared it as non-sense.
Suddenly, nature and its ways of the world are pseudo-everything. No one is resilient or powerful or innately strong on their own, they say.
They will go on plant medicine journey’s and drink cacao. They will go to yoga and group meditation. They even preach and teach about mindfulness and the power of inner knowing.
Yet they refuse to own the power of natural world within them.
Or declare the possibility of a world of wellness, a naturally created ecosystem of defense in anyone else.
They may go broke in doing so.
Remember, no one gets paid with a healthy populace.
Though the paradox is this: the whole actually gets richer beyond their wildest dreams as their soul takes over the business.
From my conversations, from my clients and insight from others, it seems as if I’ve lost my mind.
I’ve gone from one end of the spectrum to the other. While all the hippies, mamas and not, did the opposite. They went from natural to hard science, from intuition to intellect, from possibility to probabilities.
They’re grasping on tightly to the old paradigm, the old medicine that says there is only a ‘pill, surgery or shot for every ill’. There is no way that the 3 trillion cells we have within us could protect our ever so docile immune system from a pandemic. That only physical and material health exists and no way spirit, emotion, mind, community or environment play any part in any of it.
“We must listen and follow to mama medicine and papa government, for they will keep us alive and well!”
As long as you need something from “mom” and “dad” or desire their approval, they’re still raising you.
Forget following your own instinct. Your own feelings. Your own knowing.
Forget self-governing or self-healing.
Forget how I feel and sense as a compass for my life. Forget this resistance I feel when my baby girl gets close to another child and I scream “distance, distance!”.
I must instead follow what the outside world says. Until the outside world becomes my truth, my habit.
Oh mama, I feel your confusion, your frustration. I recognize that cognitive dissonance.
The mission of my soul has always been to reach full sovereignty in this human experience. I don’t do it by preaching or teaching. I do it by being. Stepping into my authentic power of bringing my truth to others, so that others feel empowered to do the same.
And these are truths I know to be universal, as I believe each and every human being on our planet has the right to full sovereignty.
If you don’t, because of age or belief or circumstance, then it is up to us, fellow brothers and sisters, to swoop in and create a village around you that guides you to rise with the rest of humanity.
Most of these came out after I had a babe. I’ve been losing my thinking, medical, scientific, control the outcome mind and am finding, remembering and returning to my soul. Thanks to M Sol.
And its great. Many days I’m sunshine and I can move through the world like all that matters is the this moment, then the next, then the next. These are days my Inner Voice is leading the way.
Let go, let go, let go. Let things come to you.
Let go of the grasp to plan and know each probable outcome and open to the realm of magical possibilities.
It’s all here, all the magic, all the flow, all the goodness just waiting for you to lose your mind.
Let go to let in and you will see, the human life your soul is here to be.